What do I have to do.....

Funny how somethings change and yet stay the same. Somethings should stay buried and gone, yet return with a vengeance like nothing has ever happened and no one was in the wrong. I know I am singing the same song and dance from the previous post...... Sometimes and for some reason you can't say no or let it go.......https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V4wYZsAJb2Y

Hunted Ghost of the past......

I feel as I sit and drink my glass of wine I am pondering why my pass comes back. I have see it happen more than once and am unsure as to why the ghosts of my pass are once again presence. It is nice to reconnect to the old but some should stay buried and gone where they are suppose to be. I have long last let it be and seen where it may or may not go. The question is should you make amends with the past or kick them out where they belong?

I feel the older I get the more I see my past coming back. To make amends? To see what could have been? To see what my life has become? What ever the reason may be I still am intrigued by why. Although I may never ask the question to the ghosts it does make me wonder why they came back in the first place.....

We all have ghosts that haunt us from haunted graves but may those winds never bring us down....

Getting older

So i have come to the conclusion that the older i get the more of a hopeless romantic I become. Not sure what it is. Mayhaps it is the failed relationships of my 20's to dick heads that don't need to be put in black and white. I am not saying i am ready to trade in my signature black for pink clothes and blond hair, but it is getting to me more and more as i get older. I dont find myself wanting to get into a relationship and jump into that mess, I am way to picky for that to happen. At some point i  can see myself getting closer to thought of "it would be nice". Marriage and kids are out of the question and i refuse to bend on that behalf. But it makes you think..... Maybe it would not be so bad to be a hopeless romantic.............. or i could be full of shit! ha you just never know with me................

I'm Back!!!

After what seems to be a 10 month leave i decided to get back to this whole blogging thing. I wont be telling you overly personal things about myself, only things I love and enjoy!! This way I can keep this thing open without creepers knowing too much about me. AKA Aonika! ;)

Yep.........

Music at work

Mmmmm I do like this song.... Listening to it at work sure makes me  a happy girl!!!

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside

Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?
What if I, what if I, what if I
Bury me, bury me


Another yummy video would def be this one....

Enjoy!!






MMmmmmm Kay Bye for now!

Movie time with Kenny!!!

I thought this was a funny movie... the last 10 min ruined it of course but none the less a funny ass movie.... There are some of my favorite quotes:

1. Emma: Congrats? For what, having sex with you? 

Adam: You did a good job, so... I thought you deserved a balloon. 

2. You made me a period CD!!!

Others quotes from this movie to be posted later...

Mmmmmmm Kay Bye for now!!!