Getting older

So i have come to the conclusion that the older i get the more of a hopeless romantic I become. Not sure what it is. Mayhaps it is the failed relationships of my 20's to dick heads that don't need to be put in black and white. I am not saying i am ready to trade in my signature black for pink clothes and blond hair, but it is getting to me more and more as i get older. I dont find myself wanting to get into a relationship and jump into that mess, I am way to picky for that to happen. At some point i  can see myself getting closer to thought of "it would be nice". Marriage and kids are out of the question and i refuse to bend on that behalf. But it makes you think..... Maybe it would not be so bad to be a hopeless romantic.............. or i could be full of shit! ha you just never know with me................